Patience Still~a collaboration
Tell me please
What is a poem?
What is poetry?
Who is a poet?
Having seen and dreamed so many things
From whispered lies
Anger to Lust
Betrayals celebrated
&
Love that is true
What is this dance
That leaves us in this trance
Of poetic daydreams
And shadowed seams?
A poet is the echo of the world,
who asks the shadow to dance,
Taking his hand and opening his eyes
to the world,
the poet blows bubbles,
filled with metaphor and simile,
that delight the mind
and thermal current send these
far and wide as the eye can see,
His pen never stops
the words make paintings
of rich color and texture
that never stop for sleep.
Shadows watch the poet
they are the beacon of light
in a dark world,
their words are
but trumpets,
for this dark age we live in
only the poets write the truth.
And what of the poet
That was lead down false paths
What of words given to a lie
When truth was searched for
Having been told the poets
Continue to write
The story
Of God
Never finished
What paintings shall be enshrined?
Which bubbles shall float forever?
Instead of bursting upon the dreams
What light from this pen
Shall brighten the shadows?
This pen
This heart
This soul
I give unto you
Because
And forever known
Through your touch
True love entwined
What dreams past?
Can last into now
How do I become,
A poet
Worthy of these words
And you?
But it was your words,
heard and treasured from afar
that drew me to the very essence of you.
They were a beacon light
a star shining down from highest
heavens
trails of effervescence
leading me to a soul
given to thinking thoughts
deeper than the shadows that surround
the common man.
I never expected
you to notice me or my words,
I quietly wrote
my meanderings of my heart,
for anyone who would listen.
Don’t put me on that pedestal
I am not Ms Browning,
or Suheir Hammad
whose words made people
listen…feel.... cry…
Maybe when we die
our books will line shelves
collecting dust
and some eclectic professor
will take five minutes
to speak of our feelings of a lifetime,
but now
let me just scribble
and laugh with me over coffee
and let our words write their own story.
Which words of mine
Drew you in?
The false songs of the siren
The evil that I had done?
Where was the light
In such darkness
But a candle hidden
Shining, burning
Waiting for you…
And I wish ever for
The light, the dawn, the moon, the sun, the stars
& more
That is you
Neither set me on a pedestal
For I was not shining down from on high
Nor ever was I
A true poet
Nor do I place you on a pedestal
For I see and feel what you are
The one I love
Who writes words far better than I
And she I searched for
While
Lost on the Electron Sea
For so many lost memories
Who I fear to lose
To the many that are better than I
Who come to wish you away
For I am a simple old man
Without much to offer to
She, you
Who I wish to hold onto
By the roaring waves
So she does not slip back forever
Stolen by the sea
Or simply, I just ever wish to touch…
It was your patience
The light in your love and eyes
During a time that I was blind
That drew me to you
Yet not ready
But sneaking by and gazing
Upon photos and words
Yours
Upon the screen
As I would wonder
Who is this she…
Yet that was before I let you in
And now that we have touched
It and you is all
I
Shall ever want to know…
&
I doubt my words will sit on any shelf
I told you where they fell in the past
Deaf ears of false lusts…
And now
In finding you
She I was really searching for
&
I ever wish
To be with
in each other’s arms
always
n
Forever
And the words of us shall be painted
By our presence
Souls
&
Touch
Kisses flavoured by the morning
Days and nights…
Into our eternity
Of one
That already ever was
And what is this our story
That we shall now write
Words of Dragons, Dreamscapes, And philosophy
drew me to the soul
whose hand outstretched
reaches in the darkest hours of the night,
Never was it evil,
and I was not concerned with the lustful eyes
that gazed upon you
coveting that love that they did not have,
it was misconnected,
undirected musings that went nowhere.
I waited
and would continue to wait
an eternity
for your hand in mine,
you were that Decadent Distraction
that Abstract Illusion
my pen alluded to long before your fingers
brushed trails down my spine,
If you are not a poet
then I throw my pen out the window
at 70 miles an hour down 275
letting ink fly as it may
a blot on the landscape
For these words will
dry up as unquenched desert
without you
never to find solace,
never to find structure.
For then
my words wont be the same
my muse
without you,
Even now,
I am waking feeling despondent,
like pieces of the atmosphere have misaligned
absently watching birds fighting over territory
and geckos,
doing their true dance across
temperate earth… not with coat and tie
wishing to sell me insurance,
they eye me
knowing I sit and wait
for my words to somehow
drift away,
someone to catch them in their bottle
and hold them.
Be not despondent
Our time shall come
When we awake every day
In each other’s arms…
I will be your poet
For to others I may not be one
&
Patience still
Until the fates
Place us where
Our home shall be
Change is on the winds
Within my life
These winds
Shall guide me
To you…
You
As my words misplaced
Where of my search
For this, for us
Here upon the earth
And forever beyond
Patience
As the jays scold
And the geckos dance
They prance for you
My
Angel of the Sea
No drifting away
You
or
Your words
I wish to catch them
Hold them…
As I wish to with you heart
Your flesh
Your mind
Your soul…
Patience and hold on
The day will come
When we stand before God
And the universe
And say
I do….
I love you
Do not let the wait
Until then
Tears us
Or words apart…
Our love shall be
Forever…
So let not your words drift away
Upon errant winds
Or currents of the sea…
But seal them with a kiss
Upon our eternal wedding day…
~ Kirk And Diana 11 July, 2009
of all the poets Ive written with, my heart is forever his.